Thursday, November 20, 2014

Currently... (11-20-14)

Currently...
Typing as the dialogue from Thor drifts up the stairs.

Regretting...
That I don't post on here very much. 

Thinking...
About why it's so much easier to post on my personal blog. Because I put in part of myself. (I really ought to do that with this blog as well)

Dreaming...
Of days when I am not so focused on useless nothings

Wishing...
I wasn't so forgetful, so irregular

Contemplating...
On whether to send a friend an epistle that is heartfelt but foolish

Feeling...
Petty and childish, but wanting a friend to talk to

Thinking...
That maybe this is a silly thing to post and I should just delete it. Right now.

Deciding...
That maybe I should send that email to my friend. Maybe it will make me feel better. Maybe not. 

Worrying...
That maybe tonight will be like the last several nights, when I lay awake in bed and think about what friends can I trust in? Who is for real?